The Pike River families are struggling to find peace with no one held accountable for the death of their loved ones.
Today marks nine years since the West Coast mine disaster claimed 29 lives.
Sonya Rockhouse, who lost her son Ben, told Chris Lynch she misses him every day.
But she says it's hard to move on when they have no answers.
Rockhouse says she sometimes feels like he's been on an O.E. and will walk through the door any second.